Your big blue eyes slowly anticipating my moves
Never met another,
Who observes and listens to my soul.
Years ago, I lost myself
Somewhere between time, today and yesterday
My sense of direction has been astray.
Leading by the bottle in my hand,
The tepid liquor burning my throat
Is nothing compare to the pain
Streaming down my blood vessel.
Surrounded by laughter, I exhale-
My mind—so far, unknown to others.
My hands are tide behind my back.
Pills, so many of them veiled under my bed
I lost count; they said I was hurting myself-
I never hurt myself; I would never do that to-me.
The girl staring back at me,
Sadness hugs me like a blanket,
Loneliness- my head rest like a pillow.
But that was years ago, I am fine.
Okay that’s a lie, I am getting better.
When I look into your big blue eyes, I found freedom.
Freedom- never knew a word sweater then white chocolate.
Never knew a word lovelier then angels singing.
Never knew that your eyes would be my liberation.
Glazing into mines; butterflies whirling around.
Happiness- I found at last, in your eyes.