I have never known this feeling-
This Restlessness and fearfulness;
All turning my stomach like rotten eggs
Its slothful clenching turns my inside out

My glorious reflection tumbles and crumbles
A lonesome river’s surface asunder
When you looked away; the turn of your head
Shifted the Earth’s axis

An imbalance of stored emotions quiver
The greatest battle my tears have ever shed
Eagerly escaping, dreadful with
Luminous hopes and failed wishes.

As your hand slipped from mine,
I lost a part of me, slowly slipping
Through time, your mercurial nature
Revealing in a soulful gut twisting kiss

Your hollow glaze burns into mine
Brighter than the sun’s glaze but still
Falling short in love’s pain. I lost
All when you walked away.