He no longer holds my hands

At times quietly offering comfort

He no longer listens to my command

Trailing behind me, resolving my torts

He no longer walks me home during late nights

No longer bridge himself on the corner of my lips

I can no longer speak of my darkest sights

Blame my raucous behaviours on the eclipse

My once precious friend has turned into my foe

Ignoring my pleas and never-ending tears

Laughing giddily and pushing my woe

Leaving me with my shadows and fears

He no longer sings me fast to sleep

No longer sweep the mess of my broken heart

No longer taps my shoulder while I endlessly weep

He longer resides in me; we are apart.

How is my long time friend. May
I say, you have had me around
the bend to no end
Taken drugs to deal with you
You haven’t won yet you
silly fool
Oh, close yes I have come to deaths
hand but I came back guess that was
the plan
We play tug-of war you and I
You pull me one way and I pull back
the other. Hoping and fighting to stay
one more day
We dance to. You dance very well,
embracing me like you do
You are the blanket that covers me but you
don’t keep me warm
I am as cold as the Atlantic
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