Soft words spoken in an unforgiving tongue
I wish to travel in a backward birth
The day I let your hands slip from mine
In a bitter chaos of colliding pain

This shattered heart of mine beating
Has flood itself more rain than New Orleans
I am esurient for which I once held in my soul
Entwined since the beginning of time

I long, I long to be forgiven
I long, I long to be loved
And when I saw you look at her
Your lips gently caressing hers

The lies I told myself—I could live without you
Came hurling at me faster than a pitcher’s strike
I am sorry,
For my heart misses its other half

In your face, in your eyes
I want to say what’s in my heart
But the fear of being hurt with you
I keep all the things I’ll never say

Maybe someday when I am stronger
When the thought of without you
Is a greater pain than with you
I’ll say what I’ll never say

Dance with me fierce one
For my heart is yours to mend
My soul is yours to mate

A vacuity of emotions
Blow my rhythm asunder
An ineluctable fate

Touch me gently
But caress me furiously
For the fire burning inside of me

Holds a flame that cannot
And will not rest
Then do so, take the earth

And dance with me
Take the ocean and sway with me
Kiss me so softly,

Butterfly kisses,
For my steps have finally
Found its own tune

All I want…

Is to grow old in your arms
Share laughter, tears, and joy
Build endless memories
Gather indestructible strength and a lasting force
Share unbreakable hugs with steamy kisses,
And shameless glances

All I want…

Is to grow old in your soul
Travel the world by your side
Sit beneath the sky and count the stars
Get lost in each other’s eyes,
Take a boat ride, a train ride,
And fly with you, freely and spiritually

All I want…

Is to grow old in your heart
Fall asleep in your strong arms,
Wake up by your never-ending charms
Drive around speechless, but still contempt in silence
Taste the flavors of the world—your world

All I want…

Is to grow old in your eyes
Eat dinner with you by the TV every night,
Share simple, but yet special times
With a cup of coffee at Timmies
Window shop with bearable longings
Because all I want in this world is you.

Feet slipped into warm bunny slippers
Hands carrying hot cocoa with fluffy
Marshmallows slipping over the top

Outside the window snow falls silently,
Its soft sloshing sound as it hits the ground
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My days are cold and the nights colder.
Inside of me there’s a hatred that warms me,
A blanket at night keeping me alive
Children walking barefooted are heavy thuds
Sinking in my heart, lost and forgotten, Atlantis—
I still believe; hope still shimmers in distance.

A serrated knife cutting bones, a screwdriver
Stuck between a fence-assembling machine
Are just sounds in tune with my broken heart.
But thoughts of your smiles bring me back
Closer to salvation; a fading light, I can almost reach.

If I could smile I would, but I think I forgotten:
To spread my lips and shine my eyes. Darkness
Surrounds my cornea; Somehow it cannot interpret
The light shinning, for there is evil at every
Corner I turn-a child is found dead.

It’s such a sadistic state where I reside. Its partner
Pretends to rove the face of earth for justice,
When it shadows injustice and vice tighter than
A Boa constrictor suffocating its prey.
Your eyes give hope for freedom, so close yet so far.

A French bread molded with imps crawling on my skin
While I battle the line between reality and fantasy
Is just the daily dose of my unruliness amnesia.
Sometimes I wish for eternal sleep- an ending
Of all things; endless memories finally at rest.

But when I think of you-I am at start.
You are my sanity, for insanity is closer and
Sweeter than heaven. For in this world that
I am clouded in, unresolved issue and decision left
Astray brews a storm bigger than 1935 hurricane.

At times, I don’t know where you are but I know you.
And those memories, endless memories that they are,
Keep me dreaming and silently praying. When it gets so cold
At night, thoughts of you warm me like an electric blanket.
For a moment, my eyes smile but deep inside I sill weep.