Moments created like these are
Inner self doubts radically increasing
Never to be seen walking along side my integrity
Dimwitted in open doors, by all reasons
Losing my individuality through the perfunctory route
Endured by lonely nights and heartaches, I am left
Soul searching with a bottle of bitter whiskey
Satisfaction taken behind a dark alley, I knew
Justice was no longer a [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry
Daddy left
So much to be said
But my teeth had scatter my tongue so poorly
A goodbye wasn’t even tempted
Nothing came out; I stood there and didn’t even fight
To say the words that had been slowly prepared
Two nights ago when I tripped over his yellow suitcase
Shame still follows me home,
Its intensity became my fame
Disgrace—my reflection likes to [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry, When you walked away
Once, not long ago
I tried it
Popping pills like peanut M&Ms
No separation
Only desperation
I was determine, a goal seeker
Achievement set in permanent
A name grave in stone
Remember me, remember me
It sang so softly, a jealous wind
Would have kept company
Once, not long ago
I felt it
The same anguish feeling
The desire to throw oneself over the edge
The minutes in my life [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry
Bluebonnets blowing across the forlorn Devil river
My feet sluggishly slapping its shallow end
The brightness of the sun competing with my smile
Underneath my smile are clouds darker than Carina Nebula
Underneath my smile, pain is slowly larking around
The corner of my lips, gradually turning downwards
The pieces of my heart tumbling like an ending tune of
Mozart’s No.16 at [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry, When it comes to love
Love is a terrible thing-
The heart breaks to thousand pieces
Thousand of wishes spread across the ocean like dust
The anguish and guilt of shameless thoughts are burnt
Ashes suppressing concealed hunger and desires
Of hidden blushes and flirtatious eyes
Love is a terrible thing-
Un-return, the heart shatters
Heartfelt thunders soon follow lonesome rain drops,
The angels are crying, oh how [...]
Categories: Death becomes her, If only you knew, It's that simple, Poetry, When it comes to love