He no longer holds my hands
At times quietly offering comfort
He no longer listens to my command
Trailing behind me, resolving my torts
He no longer walks me home during late nights
No longer bridge himself on the corner of my lips
I can no longer speak of my darkest sights
Blame my raucous behaviours on the eclipse
My once precious friend [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry
I have never known this feeling-
This Restlessness and fearfulness;
All turning my stomach like rotten eggs
Its slothful clenching turns my inside out
My glorious reflection tumbles and crumbles
A lonesome river’s surface asunder
When you looked away; the turn of your head
Shifted the Earth’s axis
An imbalance of stored emotions quiver
The greatest battle my tears have ever shed
Eagerly escaping, [...]
Categories: If only you knew, Poetry, When you walked away
When the wind whispers your name
Softly cradling you asleep and feathering your dreams,
Do you lift your head, narrow your eyes, and give a tenacious no;
Or do you answer the glimmering call of the tempestuous wind?
You come forth—your hands grasping for the golden mirage,
While all your grotesque dreams lay naked than the deception in [...]
Categories: Darkness and silence, I Will Not Be Kept In The Dark, If only you knew, Just another one of those dreams, Poetry
My days are cold and the nights colder.
Inside of me there’s a hatred that warms me,
A blanket at night keeping me alive
Children walking barefooted are heavy thuds
Sinking in my heart, lost and forgotten, Atlantis—
I still believe; hope still shimmers in distance.
A serrated knife cutting bones, a screwdriver
Stuck between a fence-assembling machine
Are just sounds in tune [...]
Categories: Darkness and silence, If only you knew, Poetry, When it comes to love
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