Love is a terrible thing-
The heart breaks to thousand pieces
Thousand of wishes spread across the ocean like dust
The anguish and guilt of shameless thoughts are burnt
Ashes suppressing concealed hunger and desires
Of hidden blushes and flirtatious eyes

Love is a terrible thing-
Un-return, the heart shatters
Heartfelt thunders soon follow lonesome rain drops,
The angels are crying, oh how I love you so,
The words’ used and tossed like a sack of rice
The birds, not at church, are feeding in the park

Love is a terrible thing-
The emotions evoked unseen thoughts
A cocoon of bashful feelings
Dreams and hopes burned like a witch
In Salem’s town square, I long and prayed
No answer, what have I done wrong?

Love is a terrible thing-
For once the heart knows and recognizes
It kinship, it travels across time and space
No doubt, a heart sits and waits for its better half
Neither wealth nor beauty can play a foul game

Love in the end is a terrible thing-
For now that I had a taste, I want no other
I would wait and affirm the rightful heir to my heart
Thousand of wishes, and thousand of kisses,
All left unshared, concealed in vivid purity

Love is a terrible thing-
For sure when the heart stops beating
Love will continue, diffusing no patience for death
Love will continue, until better souls meet half way—again.
Love is a terrible thing- for once the heart experience love
It settles for no less, contentment plays no part.

It’s there, patiently waiting
The loneliness slowly skulking
Secretly entering the corner of my eyes
I try not to blink. Please don’t blink.
The tears won’t stop.
Breathe
Breathe
I can do this!
I been through worst then this
But at the moment comparison doesn’t come close
I should know better, I’m stronger then this-
Breathe
Breathe
Waiting, I keep waiting
Every word is a knife cutting me deeply
The layers peeling like Spanish onions
The layers uncovering like Russian Dolls
Breathe
Breathe
I can do this; of course I can do this!
I have been through this before:
13- Daddy left
20- Mama left
Now am older, wiser, but some how
The pain is stronger, the tears unstoppable
I don’t know whose next?
I don’t want promises, love, and peace
I want to fight so that way when you leave,
The pain, will be numb, dead-
Breathe
Breathe
Somehow between reminding myself to breathe
I forgot to live.

Unknown

Nobody
Counting tears left un-shed
Questions never answered
Tombstone left unmarked
A loner
Forgotten
Soul never entwine with another
Wishes untrue
Love un-returned
Neither, neither felt nor held
Lost
Born alone
So I die-
Alone

She whispers-
Things he been longing to hear.
The falseness of the duration
Made no matter for he had
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He looks into her EY ES
And notice a sudden change;
Her brown eyes, beautiful they are
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Hands cover in blood,
I hear not what my heart felt
The voices slowly dispensing down the narrow stairs.
Shouting, the realization slowly creeping upon my shoulder
A shadow covering my soul
I did this… A knife thrown on the bloody carpet
One of my Jimmy Choo under the lamp table
I did this… I don’t even remember pushing him over the edge
When he descended on me, my heart throbbing
Viciously, he laughs himself unto me, pulling my hair.
It happened so fast, the bright light
Blinding me in spot.
I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak
I just watched him fall…
A cold air blew my hair, a touch so light
If I was not already shaken to death
Would have missed- I knew it was him.
He was there without a doubt, my savior.
My faith in him, in the end has been redeeming.