Sweet bird of prey, you sing
Beautiful songs, hopeful songs
Still you would rather
Kill and devour me
High atop your majesty, you watch
Singing all-the-while
Melodies I love to hear
Melodies that so deceive
For you is a murderer
In fancy plumage
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Out of sight I went towards the light
You know, the one, not the sun
The thing that catches your eye
When you die or so they say
Thought I was defeated till greeted
By one and all, no more wall
They were there, but to be fair
I didn’t quite see from here to eternity
So I bid farewell, this is
Hell thought I couldn’t quite tell, oh well it’s true
There’s something to it, I couldn’t do it
So, without a thing to say, I blew away

Depression-a toothless hag, beware her tongue!
Slicing, dicing, undermining today
No thoughts on tomorrow buried in yesterday
Spiral, downwards, the churning, burning
Emptiness, needing, pleading with unseeing eyes
Many diversions, aversion to this
This version of life is rife with nightmare
No days, no way to say what needs to be said
The head is dreadfully dead
The body limps, scrimping on pleasantries
Memories hold fast, the past that lasts

Anger shall cripple me
Jealousy binds me
Fear will unveil me
Falsehoods now blind me
Hatred buries me
Dividing me, ferrying me
Lust shall undo me
Memory salutes me
Ignorance unmasks me
Where haziness finds me
In solitude takes me
Gratitude inflates me
Tomorrow degrades me
Tears excommunicate me
Vengeance incenses me
In acceptance, replaces me

Creeping
Through my mind
Like cheap red wine
Visions of hell and heaven
Just trying to get even
Not caring, sharing nothing
Pictures come, somewhat disgusting
Hope fades yesterday’s news
Views of paradise lost in truths
Scattered like seeds, down the drain
No more tears, endless rain
Refreshing? No, not really
The same old “here I go again” feeling
No one’s at fault, no one’s to blame
Anything or anyone, all the same
On and on, so many, many miles
Crying in dreams all-the-while
Creeping