Lost Through time..

Tossing and turning in the midst of night,

Desperately trying to find that image of you

Trying to find the place where my heart had kept you

All these years,

Digging deeper and deeper into my soul to find you

Yearning for the sweet embrace of my beloved,

Trying to find the emotions,

I’ve hidden in the far reaches of me

Remembering the place I once felt whole

I dreamt of you last night,

I felt my heart cease as you raised your hand to touch me;

I felt the beat rising faster as you drew me close,

Out of the darkness and confusion, my love

I saw your face

In my dreams I dreamt of you,

Your smooth ivory skin, the sprinkle of the starlight in your eyes,

Your Lips tinted the shades of a richly grown plum

Desirable to those who gazes upon them

My heart races as you walked into my world

Unexpected, but never regretted, you are close to me, you are where I want you to be

I close my eyes to experience the divine faintness of your touch,

My heart rests as you contain me within your arms.

A cloud of serenity washes over me as I look into your eyes,

The though that you are here, overwhelms me,

I close my eyes,

Pinch myself,

Bit my lips, pray to god for this to be real,

There you stood so perfect so calm,

I’ve longed for this day for your touch,

Your kiss

The untainted nectar that fills my soul

Rolling over, I felt you; I felt your shape mold to fit the curves of me,

I know you are here.

I felt you watched me as I slept,

I felt the caress of your lips on mine

The sweet nectar, we shared wrapped so tightly within my sheets,

You are here,

I found my residing place.

Years have past, times have changed, my life and yours

How could you love me so, how can what we say be real,

I felt it in my soul the love we shared was long ago.

How could I let you go, when I wanted you so?

Now you’re here, within me,

Within my soul, in the farthest reaches in me.

I awoke to a desperation I thought had gone,

The part I’ve lost for so long,

Alone in my bed, mine….the only side kept warm

A tear arose from within me.

The feeling I kept hidden for so long.

Had erupted in me

I’ve never let go

Your heart is no longer mine.

And I no longer make you whole.

I gave you up years ago,

When you made me whole

3 Responses to “Lost Through time..”

  1. sugar 01. Sep, 2009 at 5:38 pm #

    I like this! It carries an easily sense of flow and directions, it as if the words are leading you on.

    There’s nothing better than reading a poem that flows through one’s mouth nicely.

    Well done!

  2. jpd 01. Sep, 2009 at 8:31 pm #

    I liked it. The imagery is wonderful, and the last two lines really summarize the poem in a powerful way. This was a good job of balancing your “raw” emotional writing in a structured poem that works well to express what you wish for it to say.

    You’ve got lots of this stuff in you, I’d bet!

    :)

  3. Karamelkandi 01. Sep, 2009 at 9:19 pm #

    Thank you, Both of you, :) . if you guys care to chek out “One night only” i finally got the ending :) …i think

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