Anger shall cripple me
Jealousy binds me
Fear will unveil me
Falsehoods now blind me
Hatred buries me
Dividing me, ferrying me
Lust shall undo me
Memory salutes me
Ignorance unmasks me
Where haziness finds me
In solitude takes me
Gratitude inflates me
Tomorrow degrades me
Tears excommunicate me
Vengeance incenses me
In acceptance, replaces me

Creeping
Through my mind
Like cheap red wine
Visions of hell and heaven
Just trying to get even
Not caring, sharing nothing
Pictures come, somewhat disgusting
Hope fades yesterday’s news
Views of paradise lost in truths
Scattered like seeds, down the drain
No more tears, endless rain
Refreshing? No, not really
The same old “here I go again” feeling
No one’s at fault, no one’s to blame
Anything or anyone, all the same
On and on, so many, many miles
Crying in dreams all-the-while
Creeping

I am the specter
That dwells in
The dark land between
Anger and hatred
Born of jealousy
Reared on suspicion
And fading dreams
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Unknown

Nobody
Counting tears left un-shed
Questions never answered
Tombstone left unmarked
A loner
Forgotten
Soul never entwine with another
Wishes untrue
Love un-returned
Neither, neither felt nor held
Lost
Born alone
So I die-
Alone

Sing to me.

Slowly and softly,

A lullaby, please.

Laugh with me till we cry.

Oh my, am I bleeding?

I thought you could keep me

Away from danger.

But danger-

When I open my eyes

And the fairies are gone,

Lolita had left me,

Rather I stopped believing,

Mr. Rabbit is still missing one of his ears.

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