Why
Why
Where has it gone?
The leaves blow across my lawn and I’m left to ponder for few seconds between the chaos that has become the whirlwind…
where did my free thoughts go…when did my big dreams die and when did I realize that nothing exists except the thoughts of the day, the power of the shower and the questions about breakfast and when I can buy new shoes again…
all I have become is diapers and tears and fits of anger and the world has gone gray as I try to make the best of the bed I’ve made and the sheets I’ve drawn.
I pull the curtains back from the sunset that I don’t even notice anymore and my heavy head slams against the pillow for a few seconds before I’m woken by the crazy deranged buzz at my ear and another day crashes into my marshmallow mind. (more…)
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